Before you sleep. I legitimately think you're good. We need you on the team. Im not just blowing smoke up your ass or walking on eggshells, I don't do that.
I can't stop you from quitting but doing that because you didn't get on a team that made some unconventional choices would be stupid. In my opinion. A lot of great players didn't make it. They're still great.

Now yeah. Get some rest.