i know it's different. calvin and i weren't together long. we only got to be close this year. got to be friends. but i miss him too. and it hurts. and it's lonely. i know he doesn't want to be together anymore but i wonder if he might if i were different. better at this. because people have long distance relationships all the time. right?? i guess it doesn't matter. i guess i need to let go too.
so we can be friends again when he leaves. instead of like this.
but i don't know how to do that.
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i don't think i want to do ballroom anymore. but i'll go to the open house.
Rafael/Cole
sorry.
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i know it's different. calvin and i weren't together long. we only got to be close this year. got to be friends. but i miss him too. and it hurts. and it's lonely. i know he doesn't want to be together anymore but i wonder if he might if i were different. better at this. because people have long distance relationships all the time. right?? i guess it doesn't matter. i guess i need to let go too.
so we can be friends again when he leaves. instead of like this.
but i don't know how to do that.
[...]
i don't think i want to do ballroom anymore. but i'll go to the open house.
will you be there??