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[lilwitchhazel]

27 Dec, 2014

Dear Quinn,

Hiiiiiiiii and Merry Christmas and whatever ♥ I wanted to write you since I have some for reals free time while I'm dicking around in Anson. How're things going?? How goes your learning to be even MORE badass than you already are?? My pre-healer stuff has been progressing pretty decently - I can do some little stuff now, and even put it to work during hockey!! We've gone through two games so far... lost the first one but won the second!! OH AND we were the Quinnishers!! For the first game. We'll see if we even keep our second name for the third game. idk. It's because Rosy

Uhh, let's see. Things have been... ok, I guess. Rosy is super legit, though - you were right about her being a good support person after you left. I think we're managing hockey well together, and we've talked a bit about some real things so it seems... nice. I know I can trust her. It's still not the same without you and Ty here, though.

---- DON'T TELL TY THINGS FROM BELOW THIS POINT SO HE DOESN'T WORRY ----
Things are super different this year. I mean, obvs because you guys are gone, but just like, in general too. I feel kind of weird sometimes?? Like maybe I don't fit, anymore. I think maybe last year messed me up more than I thought it did. I don't know. It's hard to describe. Just like... I need to be a different person, or something. I'm fine, mostly, but I worry a lot about my friends. Worry that maybe I need to watch them all really closely, now, because of last year, and because some of them are kind of dumb, and because I feel like it's... my job, I guess. I know, I know, the prefects are here for that, this isn't my job, etc. etc. I definitely trust some of the prefects to be on top of everything but... what if they're not enough? What if I can't

I've been trying to be strong, though. Like I'm supposed to be. I did the Polar Bear Plunge and I stayed in almost the longest (I got beat by Uly but he already looks half-frozen to death so he maybe had an advantage from that), so that was pretty big. Nothing got me. Nothing even felt like it was going to get me. It was kind of liberating? Empowering? Something good, anyways. I've also been going to the Grotto parties too, and that's kind of ok, but I just sort of... drink, and then of course it's ok. I can't decide if that's actually a legit acceptable tactic or not, but it's doing the trick for now. Except I got lost on the way home So really, everything has been ok, and I've been powering ahead. But I'm still scared stressed out a lot. I don't know. It's all dumb. Sorry. It'll be fine. Everything's always fine, right?

---- OK TY CAN BE TOLD THIS SHIT AGAIN ----
Maybe this summer I can come see you? Or you can come see me? I don't know what your plans are or anything, but I miss you a lot and I think it'd be nice. I was just going to go to the waterpark and mess around, anyways, so I might as well see you ♥ And Ty too, of course.

There's not really much else to report, I guess, just kind of the usual. I'll write you again soon.

Love you and miss you ♥
Hazel

27 Dec, 2014

Dear Squirrel Nutkin,

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy ♥ Merry Christmas!!!! I miss your stupid face SO MUCH!! How are you doing??? I got your last postcard before I left school and it looks sooooooo pretty!! I tacked it up on my wall with all the others, and I shoved a pic in here of the epic collage all of them have made so far. After I graduate you better take me some cool places, ok?? Until then, keep the postcards coming, but also Please Please Please send me long letters too with everything you're doing whenever you can!

Sooo nothing big going on! Currently in Anson, obvs. At school I'm working on my senior project already. It's slow coming since I'm busy running HOCKEY and just trying to keep on top of other classes, and there's not really a rush anyways, but I love it. I wish I had more time to work on it... maybe I'll sacrifice some fun time so I can get some work done. Doesn't sound like the worst idea, right?? Then maybe senior year will be a breeze.

Cheer has been ok. Casey really sucks (oh my gooooood), but I'm trying to be good mostly. It's kind of a struggle, but I don't really have any other choice besides quitting. If it gets too bad... maybe I will, though. I don't know. There's so much other crap on my mind I'm sure I won't have to, though! I just gotta soldier on, right? It's just for the year, anyway.

Uhhh otherwise it's kind of whatever? I ROCKED the Polar Bear Plunge and we won one of the hockey games (booooo only one, though), and the masquerade was super uneventful this year which is good. Actually, nothing really big has happened at all this year. So you don't need to worry about here or me or anything at all ♥ Everything's just fine. We should plan something fun to do over the summer!!! Because I need me some Ty time.

L♥ve and miss you so so so much,
Hazelnut

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