Because I really didn't know that's what was going on? Like, I thought I was just jealous because no one likes me, not because of you? Honestly it's still really confusing, and it might be because I've never really had a girl kiss outside the Grotto which threw me for a loop.

Also [...] I just, I struggle with feeling desirable, so hearing you talk about Webster liking you and Casper possibly liking you but being cryptic and, well, kind of just like Casper, had me feeling all of those insecurities and like an idiot, I misdirected that all on you and I shouldn't have.

I definitely don't want you to feel like you can't come to me.