I know, but I'm supposed they have their own shit to worry about. [...] And I'm always fine, anyway. [...] I'll just [...] try harder to find a balance, I guess.

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Faaaantastic. [...] I guess it's better to just know that up front. I mean, it already feels shitty to even, like, think about going, so I'm not super surprised. Ughh I just really don't want to [...] Guess I better just buck up, though. Can't do anything for anyone else if I feel [...] like this all the time.