gooseberryhigh | (no subject)

Anything. What's up?

I'm going to be super honest with you tonight and tell you a bunch of things I wouldn't normally, because otherwise I'm going to lose my mind.

But I need you to promise that tomorrow you'll pretend like I didn't. Or, at least, try to.

They broke out the apple juice. I might not even have to pretend.

I knew I could count on you to either have my back or make bad decisions. Sounds like anti-prom is off to a good start, then?

[..................]

So, I briefly considered murdering Georgie last night and now I'm stalking Sandy.

So far so okay.

[...]Oooooh.
You don't have to stalk him. Just steal him.

Ok is ok, I guess. What kind of apple juice you drinking?

I can't steal him, he's with my roommate and honestly they should probably date each other because they're both stupid hippies.

It's definitely tequila. There's a bottle labelled whisky. I don't trust it.

That's not a reason anyone should date anyone else. Does Georgie even wanna date him?

Tequila is my favorite kind of apple juice, coincidentally. [...] Make Danny try it, see what it really is.

It's kind of a reason - means they suit each other, right? [...] I don't know. I didn't really want to ask. She might.

Edited 2018-05-27 05:32 (UTC)

I’ll offer him a drink.

And nah, not really. Like. That’s a lot of the same for one relationship, you know? Maybe it’s just me but I wouldn’t want to date myself or someone significantly like me.
Maybe. But you should at least ask him to dance or something. Stake your claim a little. They’re not dating now. They just happened to land on the same list.

Good boy. He's got to make himself useful somehow.

[...] I guess. I've had bad luck dating other assholes.

He told me to save him a dance the other day, so I'll do that at least, but ~~I don't want~~ what if he and Georgie have a really good time? [...] He's getting a drink right now.

By the way, you're being painfully rational about this whole thing.

I’m sorry. Does he still go here? I’ll beat him up.
I guess there’s no way to tell if he’s an asshole too. But probably not.

Painful rationality is all you’re gonna get, sorry. Be thirsty too.

Thanks sweetheart, I knew you were my favorite person here for a reason.

Sandy's definitely not an asshole; he's insanely far from it. [...] He probably should be with someone a lot nicer than me.

God, I guess this is what I get for being honest. I'm never doing this again. ~~But maybe I could use a drink~~

Do you and Spencer have your plan for the evening?

Edited 2018-05-27 16:08 (UTC)

Shut up, he’d be lucky to have you.

The truth is fun. Except the part where it’s shitty and complicated.
So like now. Are you having any fun there?

Plan is pretty much to stay here til we get bored and then go back, I think. Nothing super new.

I'm a shithead and am probably going to be a jerk to him again if I get him back.

The truth sucks and I hate it, and honestly all I want right now is a stiff drink. [...] Define "fun."

Pick out a bed to defile yet?

Don’t give up before you’ve even tried. You’re not a shithead.

Well come back here, I’ll save you a drink.

Just his. Or mine. Maybe both. The night’s young.

Edited (Last! Edit! Sorry!) 2018-05-28 19:41 (UTC)

Have you met me? [...] I'm really happy for you and Spencer, but generally I'm not [...] gung-ho about relationships. There's always an asshole in them. And in this one, it's definitely me.

I'm going to interrupt your private time when I get back to campus for a drink, you know. I'm not staying the night here.

Should be both, might as well make the most of an empty cabin.

Yeah. But that’s not a good way to think when you have a crush on someone. Like yeah, you might hurt each other. But a lot of other shit could go right. And maybe you won’t. Maybe it’s worth a risk.

Either way, I’ll save you a drink.

[...] I'm just selfish a lot, and I don't want to be selfish when it comes to him. And the risk is all on his side, not on mine. [...] You really need to forget I said any of this tomorrow.

I'm going to adopt you.

I’d say that you worrying about being selfish already kinda proves you aren’t.
And nah. Trusting anyone enough to say how you feel is a risk for both of you.
You have to forget me going all Dr Advice Column on you too

I have two moms, but I guess three couldn’t hurt?

If I act on this it's pretty selfish. And he's the one who's going to end up hurt.

I think I can do that - at least this is embarrassing for both of us.

Three moms doesn't sounds like a bad deal for you. I can be some hybrid mom/big sister.

I sound like a broken record but. You don't know that for sure. I don't know.
You deserve to be happy too.

Coolest sister-mom I could hope for. I do have another brother. We might be a package deal.

Yeah, yeah. [...] I think I like him a lot, though. So I want to try to be better to him than I was before, and that might mean stepping back. [...] Probably means stepping back.

I have two sisters, but one of them sucks and the other one is bossy, so I won't make you take them. What's my new brother-son like?

Edited (just used that icon) 2018-05-30 02:47 (UTC)

But if they don't get together. You should step up. No sense in you both waiting around for each other.

I'll keep them as sister-aunt options. That seems fine. Elias? He's a lot cooler than me. He's [...] not at Gooseberry because he has some health shit. It's mostly okay now, but my moms don't like the idea of him in the mountains. So he's the most popular kid at the mall instead. I don't know how he does it.

Do you think he's actually waiting around for me?

My younger sister is 10 and a shithead (in a bad way) thanks to our parents. And herself, I guess.

He sounds adorable.

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