That's okay. I think a lot of people feel the same way.

Sort of? I've been drawing people's patronus/animagus forms and animating them using charmwork. There's sort of an astrological component to it, too, but I haven't really had time to flesh it out yet. [...] Dad thinks it's cool, but he doesn't really know a lot about this stuff? I think he kind of just accepts mum's opinions.

It's not your fault, Ryan. It's not anyone's.
I mean --
The timing was just wrong, when she finally opened up to you.