gooseberryhigh | (no subject)

Hey! Yeah, sorry, ~~uhhh~~ I've been focusing on this composition. What do you want to talk about?

Actually, I can guess what you want to talk about.

It's not that. I hope it's not, anyway. I meant what I told Ravi and what I told you: I know you were trying to help and I appreciate that you wanted to help. It's all right. ~~It was embarrassing, but~~ No harm done.

So I thought we were okay.

But you were acting sort of ~~distant~~ strange after the party, so I [...] wanted to make sure?

~~Strange? What kind of strange???~~

We're okay! We're totally okay, I promise.

I guess I just still feel weird about it. There are only so many times I can grossly disappoint you before you decide this is zero-sum game. And I was drunk, and the anonymous post always makes me nervous.

I was sure someone was going to say something about... something I did that we don't need to talk about again.

It isn't like that, Diego. You're my friend. You mean the world to me. We won't ever stop being friends because you made a mistake, especially when you were just trying to help me. So don't feel weird about it.

[...]

The anonymous post makes me nervous too. But it wasn't so bad this time.

You're a good person, Cecil. I'm lucky I ended up with a friend like you. Not sure how I did it, besides that you're stuck with me every day and I'm damn good at wearing people down, haha.

Yeah, it wasn't? ~~I mean, apparently I can't hide who I am to save my fucking life, but~~ Hey, you're pretty popular. I think it was maybe mostly Levi, but all I read about you was glowing praise.

Because you're a good person, Diego. You're kind and you care about the people around you. You're creative and you're fun and I just like being with you. I'm not going to let you put yourself down right now or act like us being friends is some kind of hardship for me. It isn't. I'm lucky to have you too. Okay?

Yeah. Hopefully everyone feels a little better after getting all of that off their chests. Even if it was anonymous. [...] I'm pretty sure that was all Levi.

Okay, okay, just stop, you're making me ~~blush~~ embarrassed. I've got to cut it out with all the self-deprecating talk before it starts sounding like I'm just fishing for you to say nice things about me. Not that anyone could blame me if I were. Your words of encouragement are always so good.

It couldn't have been all him, but... yeah I mean, the guy likes you, what can I say. I think I read something about you being marriage material. So, anyway, did you get anything off your chest?

What are friends for? And, fair warning, I've still got a long list of nice things to say about you, so...you'll have nobody to blame but yourself if it goes that way. ♥

He does, but he also likes to tease me. So. I wouldn't read too much into that. 'Holy Trinity' and everything, remember?

No. Not really. I ~~couldn't.~~ didn't really have anything to say.

Careful, I can give as good as I get. I've got some choice things to say about you, Honeychurch. You don't even know how good I was at being your unwanted but very enthusiastic wingman. And between the two of us, I know who hates being complimented more. I'm winning this fight.

I don't know, man. I think he'd give up his free wheeling lifestyle for you. But... I'm not actually trying to convince you to date Levi.

Ah, yeah, you've got your shit together.

Last names now? This is getting serious. All right, Morales, we'll call a ceasefire for the time being and put the compliments away. Though...I actually do know; Ravi spoke very highly of your wingman abilities. Maybe someday.

I wouldn't ask him to. What was he saying the other night on the roof? Levis are free?

I wouldn't go that far.

Oh, yikes. That's embarrassing. Well let me know if you ever do want to go after Ravi, because he's kind of a secret Casanova. At the back to school party I LARPed with him in the closet and it was intense. Did you know the LARPers kiss all the time??? This totally explains why Levi loves that game.

Yeah, something like that. ~~But what if he really does lo~~

Are you okay?

Sorry. Sorry. I'm just teasing you. Ravi didn't tell me what you said or anything like that.

~~Well, he does know his poetry.~~ I'm not looking to 'go after' anyone right at the moment. [...] Seriously? Because that sounds incredibly awkward.

Yeah. Of course. Now that we've got this squared away I'm right as rain.

Good, it's better that way. Nothing you need to hear.

It was only weird afterwards, and I powered through that. All's well that ends well.

Well, okay. You'd tell me if you weren't, right?

I won't ask. I'm not sure either of us could handle it.

~~I meant the kissi~~ Not about to run off and join the club, then?

[...]

Yeah. I'd tell you.

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Diego/Cecil... Decil? Diesel?

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