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[insightfulness]

Apparently I'm LARPing this weekend.

How does one go about being a mute Cleric? Can I use the plot from The Little Mermaid or something?

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Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

Are you okay with that?

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

I'm panicking a little.

I said I don't date but I also said okay. I don't know what I'm doing.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

FIRST, DON'T PANIC. It's just a guy asking you on a date. You're not dying or failing and nothing bad is happening.

Just go and see what happens, if you like him.

If you don't like him make an excuse or say no. It's Oz. He won't be like mean about it or anything.

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

It's just a guy asking me on a date that I had no idea would ever EVER want to.

I thought he was just a friend and now it's all weird and I'm confused and what if I ruin that just by being like no thanks I don't want to date or something and he gets sad and I don't know what to do if I make him sad I don't want to upset him oh god

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

I can list like ten reasons right now why he would want to.

It's not weird okay this kind of stuff happens all the time. Just not to you, yet. Okay? Shhhh breath. Do you need me to come calm you down?

And if you really don't like him it's not your responsibility to make him happy. You're responsible to make yourself happy. He has friends who can cheer him up, ok? So don't let that influence your decision.

Unless it's deeper than that. And you want him to be happy because it would make you happy

Ok let's play a game.

DON'T THINK.

JUST RESPOND.

Do you like Oz?

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

I kinda just want to go fetal position in bed right now.

I DON'T KNOW?

I don't NOT like him.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

If the idea of going out with Oz on a date makes you want to curl up in the fetal position maybe you shouldn't go?

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

I'm just NERVOUS AND AWKWARD. I don't want to be a disappointment or embarrass myself or something.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

BIANCA.

STOP.

You could never be a disappointment. You are beautiful and kind and interesting and smart and fun and so many other things I absolutely admire about you.

You'll be fine. Awkward? Maybe, but so he is. So are most people here. Everyone manages to figure it out, you can too.

[...]

I asked Casper to help me study.

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

You're just biased :(

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

I don't just make everyone my friend, B.

I'm biased because I was scared and felt alone and awkward and you accepted me. I know who you are, it's not bias.

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

Well you deserve to have friends who support you because you're great.

Am I supposed to dress up for a date to the grotto?

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

And so are you :P

I always dress up for the grotto. We can dress up together, so you don't feel weird about it?

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

Okay, sounds like a good idea. Oz said he'd meet me at my cabin an hour after dinner.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

Okay we should pick out something before hand so we're not scrambling. That way I can get in and out of your cabin without him knowing I was there.

Do you want to do your hair or no? I kind of want to curl mine, I think.

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

Okay. That makes sense, yeah.

[...]

I don't know what to do with my hair. Or my clothes. Make up? I don't know how to date.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

OH

MY GOD

MAKEOVER?

I mean you don't need a makeover but I could pick something out for you and do your hair and make-up because YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE TO DO THAT.

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

[...]

Fine.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND EVER, BIANCA!

Avery + Bianca

[insightfulness]

I better look fucking hot.

Avery + Bianca

[un_kept]

Oh you're going to look totally fucking hot.