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Awesome!

Those are all really nice flowers.

[...] It's a muggle song. It's called "Hey Kate." It's just made from video game sound bits but it's really beautiful. Or Spontaneous Devotion. Same type of music.

Favorite genre of movie?

I like FLOWERS just fine and everything, but I hate plants. And herbology.

I've never heard of these before, which I guess is unsurprising. I don't play many video games.

Probably ~~romantic~~ comedies! The Mummy probably is more of an action-comedy? I don't know, but I like that one a lot.

What's your favorite way to relax?

I'm still going to help you with Herbology I promise!

They're not FROM games. It's kind of hard to explain. I'll have to show you.

[...] I like to just disconnect, put on some music and read or watch something. Sometimes... smoke or drink but not really.

[...] Do you hate being the center of attention?

I really do need all the help I can get with it.

Reading and/or watching something is usually my go-to relax option, too. I've also never tried smoking before. I hadn't even drank before Saint Patrick's Day..

Yeah, I'd say that's probably accurate. I don't really like having everyone look at me like I'm supposed to do something or because I've fallen on my face.

What article of clothing of yours do you like wearing most?

I got you. You'll be fine.

Is that because you're against drugs and alcohol or just because you... just never have?

My favorite is the plain gray t-shirt. It's the softest thing I own and Karen got it for me.

What's your least favorite physical feature about yourself?

I don't think marijuana really does any harm, but I don't enjoy being around cigarette smoke or anything like that. I never really liked the thought of drinking, either. Now I'm just going with the flow when I'm at parties, I guess.

I think my nose is too small. It looks like I ran into a fence and my face got squished in.

Do you feel insecure about anything?

Why the change of heart about it?

I think your nose is perfect.

Yeah, doesn't everyone? I feel insecure about most things, honestly. Everything. I don't know.

What's the most embarrassing thing that's ever happened to you?

I don't know. I think because It helped me not be nervous and actually try to have fun.

It most definitely is not!

Probably. Though narcissists are probably better at hiding them than most. You shouldn't feel insecure about anything, though. You're great.

Being dumped because my boyfriend at the time realized he was gay, maybe? I didn't feel so great after that happened.

What's your favorite season?

You don't have to be nervous. Or do something to make yourself not nervous. You're amazing.

Well I think it is. :P

Nah. I mean I've got some good qualities but. I mean. With people, I just [...] feel insecure about them wanting to stay.

Yeah I bet not. What an ass.

Spring, actually. I like to see things grow.

What's your favorite class?

I think you must be wearing rose tinted glasses!

You shouldn't worry about what other people think of you. More likely than not, they probably aren't worth your time to begin with if they're making you feel insecure.

I guess I shouldn't be too mad at him, but... I don't know.

I think I like Spring best, too. Means it's not really hot out or really cold.

Charms, probably. I like learning more things I can do with my wand even if it sometimes makes me lazier in the long run.

What's your favorite animal?

Nah I got 20/20 eyesight I don't need glasses.

Well I mean, I spent [...] some time in an orphanage, you know. It kind of breeds insecurity there.

Sexuality is a tough thing to figure out. Still, using someone like that... I don't know. I'm sure he didn't mean to trick you, maybe he just didn't know.

That, too. Perfect weather.

Ooh yeah, charms is definitely fun.

I don't even know to be honest, I love all animals. I'm kind of a geek when it comes to animals. I want to be a magizoologist.

What do you like to do for fun?

Maybe that's recently changed.

I can't even imagine what that's like. Do you hate it?

I understand that and all, but it would have been nice to have some sort of conversation about what the hell was going on or something.

My mom is a magizoologist. She worked at a dragon sanctuary before we moved to Alaska when I was little.

Um.. I'm probably really boring. I like to read informational books on locations and other random things, watch movies, wander around the school grounds, jump in the river.

Are you scared of anything?

Pretty sure it hasn't.

I did, sometimes. But no. I hated my sister having to be there. I hated leaving her there, but I don't hate it itself. It's just a place. The people were good there, but [...] I was kind of the reason Karen never got adopted, I think. I don't know.

YOUR MOM IS!? Oh man DRAGONS that's SO AWESOME.

Jumping in the river is definitely not boring. I can't stand the quiet, though. I hope you don't mind noise.

I'm scared of losing people.

[...] Totally lame to use the same question but are you scared of anything?

I doubt it's your fault. I feel like people are just overly picky and they probably wanted the perfect child, which they probably never found because it doesn't exist.

Yeah, apparently I almost got trampled by one or something? I don't remember, I don't ask. You could probably at least bug my mom with questions or something, though.

Depends what kind of noise it is. I usually can tune most things out unless it's something weird like a chainsaw.

Well, you don't have to worry about losing me!

It's not lame if you want to know the answer. I think I'm mostly afraid of failing classes and not being able to graduate or go to a good school or become a healer. Soo failure.

What's something ANYTHING that you really really want?

They just didn't want two. They might of if I wasn't such a spaz.

I'm glad you didn't get trampled but yeah sorry I'm going to harass your mom about magical animals if I ever meet her.

Chainsaws are IMPOSSIBLE to tune out. Or leaf blowers.

Oh? I don't?

Failure is definitely high I think on a lot of people's lists for being afraid. I try to live in the moment a lot. The future freaks me out (also a really good song you should listen to)

~~I really want a home to go~~ I really want to feel like I know where I belong, you know?

If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?

It's NOT your fault, Oz. And who even needs parents anyway? It's not like we ever see them.

I already gave you permission!

Of course you don't. I like you, you like me. Everything is good.

You belong here at Gooseberry! And after school you'll become an awesome magizoologist and probably live in a tent in Africa or something, studying some giant magical mammal.

Ohhhh I wanna see EGYPT! Or maybe GREECE! I like mythology.

Do you have a plan thought out already of what you're going to do after you graduate? Like obviously study magizoology, but what else?

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I don't know, I kind of liked mine. I might not have even gone here if they were still alive. But who knows.

Just confirming your worst fears that I'm going to be your moms new BFF.

That's true. Everything is really good. :)

You belong here at Gooseberry, too. We're going to rock this school thing and become great in our respective fields!

Greece would be SO AWESOME!!! We should definitely go to Greece.

I have zero plans about what I'll do after I graduate here. I should probably get on that. Senior year is looming closer every minute. Kinda terrifying?

Favorite food?

I'm sorry, Oz, I'm being insensitive. I'm mad my parents weren't around during spring break and I shouldn't be complaining.

I mean, you can be her best friend is you really want to. She'll just ask you weird invasive questions about your relationship with me and make you uncomfortable.

I hope you're right.

We could go this summer. We can take a tent and camp out wherever we want in the world, even.

Look at colleges first and decide on at least a handful to apply to. You need options in case you don't get into your first choice. Then you usually have a dorm your first year so you won't have to worry about where you're living.. unless you plan on taking your sister with you, then you may want to look at the cost of living near your colleges of choice.

I may have thought about this a lot.

Favorite food.. pancakes. Blueberry ones.

Favorite thing about Gooseberry?

It's okay. You're allowed to be mad at your parents. I'm sure if mine were still alive I'd be mad at them plenty, too.

Watch me handle weird invasive questions with grace and ease, B. Watch me.

I'm always right sometimes.

[...] Yeah, probably not. I can't afford that. And I don't know if I'd want to leave Karen alone with her foster family.

Do we even need college, though? I mean, look at Europe. You graduate Hogwarts and go get jobs. They don't have secondary education. Maybe I'll go there and try my hand at Magizoology right out of Gooseberry. Get an internship or something. ~~I can't afford college, anyway~~ And hey, thinking a lot about your future is good. It's a good way to plan, so it's not so freaky when it gets close.

Blueberry pancakes are delicious.

The lakes, I think? The paths? The outdoors? The stupid bonding activities because I actually like them? All the random events like Dyngus Day and the grotto parties. This may be a lame opinion but I actually love Gooseberry.

Biggest pet peeve?

That's why I suggested a tent! We don't have to spend money to stay anywhere if we have one. Plus sightseeing is FREE.

I'm pretty sure you still get training over there. Obviously healers would need a lot of it to deal with certain situations so I'm thinking college is probably best for me, but maybe Europe would work fine for you. I'm sure I'll be freaking out during my senior year anyway.

There's nothing wrong with loving Gooseberry. It's pretty great here.

People who are just mean and catty. It bugs me to death.

Can you play any instruments?

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