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It's really begining to hit me that the school year is almost over.
Have I talked about this already? I'm sorry if it's a repeat topic, I am a little loony from lack of sleep.I'm trying not to think about I'm still trying to figure what I'm going to do this summer break, there's so many options! No there isn't. Why am I lying? You're so stupid Bianca I'm actually so excited to get back home now and be able to sleep in my own bed. Maybe I'll pick up a new familiar, too.
Sorry for my late night ramblings hehe.Pathetic. Move on already.
Have I talked about this already? I'm sorry if it's a repeat topic, I am a little loony from lack of sleep.
Sorry for my late night ramblings hehe.
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Wilde
Can you easily avoid them?
My parents are normally busy, so I'd probably be alone to wallow over my pathetic break-up.
Wilde/Bianca
Oh yeah.
I heard about that.
Sucks.
At least if your parents aren't around they're not going to ask you shit or make you talk about it?
Wilde/Bianca
What did you hear?
Sorry, I shouldn't care.
Yeah, they won't. But being alone all summer wouldn't have been great either.
Wilde/Bianca
Just that it happened.
Honestly, I didn't even know you guys were dating.
Good thing it seems like you won't be.
Wilde/Bianca
I was going to takeThere's whale watching, too.Oh. Yeah, it didn't last very long. Apparently I'm not as great as he thought.
Hey, you won't be either if I have any say in the matter! You're going to visit Alaska this summer, I promise.
Wilde/Bianca
That sounds fucking surreal.
[...]
Speaking as a dude, who cares what dudes think about basically anything?
Sick.
[...]
I'd offer for you to come to Chicago, but you know.
Everything sucking, all that.
Wilde/Bianca
I don't know. I just thought he liked me a lot, so.. it sucks.
It's okay! We'll make sure Alaska sucks less when you're here.
Wilde/Bianca
What else have you seen out there? Bears? Moose?
Yeah.
I don't know either.
But like [...] Give it time or whatever.
You'll be okay.
Sweet.
Wilde/Bianca
He sent me a private ward just now saying "Hey" and I'm really confused. I didn't expect this.
Wilde/Bianca
Tell him he's a dumbass.
Wilde/Bianca
It's tempting, but I don't think I really have the energy for a fight. He asked me if I'm okay and I'm just sitting here like...... really.
Wilde/Bianca
Be like, "never better."
Wilde/Bianca
I did say "fabulous!" and now it sounds like might try to apologize. He probably thinks I'm miserable and feels sorry for me.
Wilde/Bianca
Do you want an apology from him, though?
Wilde/Bianca
He's apologized multiple times and is trying to make excuses about him not being good enough for me and I deserve better. It's frustrating.
Wilde/Bianca
Call him out, dude.
Wilde/Bianca
I sorta did and.. I don't really know. I guess we're on speaking terms again?