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[insightfulness]

It's really begining to hit me that the school year is almost over.

Have I talked about this already? I'm sorry if it's a repeat topic, I am a little loony from lack of sleep. I'm trying not to think about I'm still trying to figure what I'm going to do this summer break, there's so many options! No there isn't. Why am I lying? You're so stupid Bianca I'm actually so excited to get back home now and be able to sleep in my own bed. Maybe I'll pick up a new familiar, too.

Sorry for my late night ramblings hehe. Pathetic. Move on already.

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Ivy/Bianca

[insightfulness]

He definitely SHOULD. I'm not sure if I should or not, though. I don't really feel like I did anything wrong? I don't know. I'm upset and sad and mad all rolled into a ball of messy emotions.

Ivy/Bianca

[duelled]

Then you need to wait for him to apologize first. If he's a good friend he will, once he cools off. And if he doesn't, he wasn't worth your time anyway.

Ivy/Bianca

[insightfulness]

I [...] I don't think he's ever going to. [...] Yeah, that's what I keep hearing. Doesn't make it suck any less, though. I was fine and content worrying about my grades and becoming a healer, and then he came out of nowhere and admitted he liked me and asked me out AND EVERYTHING WAS SO NICE... I feel so dumb.

Ivy/Bianca

[duelled]

Break-ups are always rough, but you shouldn't ever feel stupid for liking somebody.

Ivy/Bianca

[insightfulness]

I feel stupid for not sticking to my plans and avoiding boys. Now I'm just worried I'm going to fail everything because I'm overtired and crazy.

Ivy/Bianca

[duelled]

I know. I'm saying, not every boy is going to be a jerk. Next time you like someone you don't have to shut yourself in because this time it went badly.

You don't have to do anything you don't want to do, either, but living your life doing what you think you should be doing will wear you down.

Ivy/Bianca

[insightfulness]

It's just hard to tell who is and who isn't. At least it was this time. Milo is taking me to prom, as friends, but I feel bad I'm still upset over this and don't want to ruin his night.

I just don't want to think about any of it anymore and I can't stop. I want to be able to distract myself with school, I need to get these grades better than passing, but I can't focus.

Ivy/Bianca

[duelled]

I wish I could say it gets easier, but my track record isn't exactly golden.

Well, if you ever need a study buddy, let me know.

Ivy/Bianca

[insightfulness]

My boyfriend before this turned out to be gay, so I don't think mine is going anywhere good.

Thanks, Ivy. You're the best.

Ivy/Bianca

[duelled]

Two of my exes got in a fistfight and it wasn't even about me.

❤

Ivy/Bianca

[insightfulness]

Now that sounds entertaining.