Calvin is stubborn. Despite all his complaining and apparent feet-dragging when he has to do basically anything, Calvin doesn't like to give up. He doesn't like to be controlled, or guilt tripped. He doesn't like when anyone disregards his no's, even if he's being unreasonable or contrary. But he heard the bit about the Quidditch teams and clubs too. If Calvin's leaving, then nothing he gets in trouble for matters. But Micah's staying here. How long would they keep Micah out? Would he not be eligible for first string anymore?

His stomach sinks when he thinks about a night alone in his cabin with Cole, though. That old familiar feeling of emotional claustrophobia threatens to set in.

"Maybe," he says in a low tone so only Micah can hear. Calvin goes still, and bites his lip before suddenly adding: "Yeah. We shouldn't. But, ah, can we still..." Calvin gestures between the two of them. "Even if we don't go?"