gooseberryhigh | (no subject)

Hey.

[...] Did you read what Calvin said?

Yeah, I saw it.

Can you guys [...] make sure you don't tell anyone differently?

Yeah, no problem. They told Agent Larke already?

Yeah, I think they shared it with a teacher or something. I'm guessing the teachers told Agent Larke.

[...] They're all very upset with me because I thought we should share what happened and what we learned with other students so something like what happened to us and then Tess doesn't happen to anyone else. They didn't listen to me, though. Just called me hysterical and forced me into another lie. I hate this. I know I did it to myself but it just sucks.

I don't understand any of the Sophomores

At this point, I don't even either. Except for Solo, who was also on my side.

They just [...] didn't ask us or warn us before they told the teachers. They warded us after and were like "this is the cover story."

Then Tess got hurt and I said 'this is why we should have told the other students' and it all kind of went up in flames. In the end, though, they just told us what to do again.

How am I supposed to deal with what happened if I can't talk to anyone about it? Of course they don't know I told you [...] and if they did I'd be even more ousted from the group than I already am.

I mean

They sound like they Mean Well?? But

I hate social [...] whatevers
Like
Do Things Like This

You should be able to say and do what you want
It was your experience too

Who cares what they think honestly

I know.

Like, it's not like I don't understand they did it to save our necks but ALSO let the adults know because it was important for them to get that information/know what happened.

But now they're acting martyred and like they sacrificed themselves for me. It's not me they helped. They just took away my ability to try and handle this. Now I have to go through it on their own terms. If I listened to them completely, I'd be going through it alone.

I don't like feeling out of control. My choices got taken away. It's... it's whatever. I can handle it.

Ugh IGNORE them

I probably will. It's not like I talked to a lot of them before anyway.

Summer will reset things I promise
Don't be Hard on yourself for other people's like [...] Whateverness

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