Rafael Ramirez is a tyrant. (
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gooseberryhigh2017-06-15 11:43 am
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[Warded to Senior Coppertale Boys]
I am [...] concerned that some of us are not sleeping enough.
With exams approaching, it is very important that you take care of yourselves. No one here is going to flunk out, especially not because they didn't sleep the night before a test. What can I do to help? If your answer is "Nothing, just stay out of our business, Ramirez." then I will not argue. But I also feel like I need to try.
Meditation before bed? (I do not know how to meditate.) We could have our own study group before we sleep? I could even talk to Healer Mufferaw discreetly if you are suffering from insomnia.
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Or we could focus on Potions. (What a drag.)
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Fine. Potions, it is!
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Thank you for being flexible, Ty.
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[...] I'll try?
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That stupid fucking deer prank was a learning lesson. I did not appreciate it.
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Sleeping's definitely good. Let's all sleep! I don't know anything about meditation, but yoga works wonders for clearing your head and relaxing and stuff. If you guys want to try some with me? I'll even skip the fun stuff. Like the THE SCORPION. Let me know, I guess? And I'm totally down for a study group!
[Rafael]
[...] you doing okay, dude?
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Oh, that would be a good idea. You know more about yoga than I do. Assuming everyone is interested, this sounds very... stress relieving? Do you think we could all swallow our pride and agree we might need that? Do you think being very bad at yoga will only add to stress?
[Ty]
Yes, of course. Just fine.
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Maybe I am a little frustrated with myself. I go around and say I do not care, Wes was right, I give up. And it all feels like lies and here I am still worrying that offering to help was a bad idea, and this will become a fight. I wish I would make up my mind. I wish I were better at talking to people, staying calm.
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[Rafael]
[...] No offense to Wes, dude, but if you gave up and stopped caring, you wouldn't be Rafa. If this starts to turn into a fight, let it go and take a step back and go from there. Because you've got enough to worry about. But trying to help still matters, you know? It's good yo know you've got my back, even if I don't need the help right now.
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[Ty]
That is the whole problem, I am terrible at taking a step back. But I will try. I am a rock. I am in control. I can ignore things that anger me.
But I do have your back. Always. I will do what I have to do.
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[Rafael]
[...] I know it's hard for you, dude. New plan: I'll ward you if things start to go sideways? 'DANGER. DANGER, RAFAEL RAMIREZ.' Or whatever. And we can just go somewhere and cool down. What do you think?
I know you do. Only reason I've made it this far, you know.
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You do not need me that much. But everything is easier when you aren't alone.
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I mean. You did literally pull my stupid drunk ass out of a snowdrift earlier this year. So. I might? [...] But. Yeah. It's definitely easier when you've got people you can depend on around. [...] It's going to be hard for a while after graduation.
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Dimi? Robin? Don't leave us hanging, dudes.
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That sounds accurate