[posted late at around 3 AM]

[iliya]

[Cameron]

I am not angry. Not with you, in any
I feel like I have ruined
It is not your fau

[Mackenzie]

I should have stayed at Hogwarts. You will laugh at me for saying so. Maybe you will say I am being melodramatic. But if I had stayed, I would not

[...] You are asleep. Never mind.

The best way to solve insomnia is to play cello until you are too tired to concentrate.

This is the only thing I hate about cabins. Not enough room. Poor acoustics. You will wake everyone up. Inconvenient.

Comments

[iliya]

It does not always bother me. Right now, yes.

I cannot read at this time. Too many thoughts [...] Too many thoughts. It distracts me from the words.

[bitterlysweet]

I don't LOVE being alone but sometimes [...] people need breaks. Like not me necessarily but when I get like this I wonder if everyone else n.

Yeah yeah yeah I get you there. I'm worried about other things. It gets all jumbled and I can't risk remembering something wrong because I was distracted. It's too awkward to explain.

[iliya]

So they do. [...] Usually I am quiet. I do not disturb anyone. Until now

Too awkward...? [...] Right. Yes. This late, I cannot study. With the cello, I do not have to think, but it occupies my mind.

[bitterlysweet]

Yeah you're kinda a wallflower.

Uh so like I have this memory thing where I remember everything as long as I'm paying attention OBVIOUSLY so when I forget something it's super awkward. [...] Cellos are cool. You were really good when you played at the graduation ceremony last year. Lana Del Rey, right?

[iliya]

Oh. [...] You know who I am?




Thank you?. Yes. I did not pick the song. [.....] Interesting. But we forget things normally, yes? So if you forget things you are only being normal, not awkward.

[bitterlysweet]

I mean I can see your name right there, Iliya Krum, but yeah I know who you are. I know everyone. Because forgetting things isn't [...] a thing I do a lot. I have an almost eidetic memory. So don't worry, I'm not stalking you or anything.