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[un_kept]

It's barely been like two weeks and I'm already living for the weekend again.

[Warded to Gwen Private]

Hey, how are you feeling?
Is everything alright? Are you doing any
Should we
Do you want to talk

[Warded to Gwen]

You alright?

Comments

Gwen/Avery

[gwenniepop]

Why anyone willingly gets drunk is beyond me.

But yea, I'm okay. [...] Are you? Did I [...] hurt you?

Gwen/Avery

[un_kept]

Because it always sounds good at the time and you forget how bad it is after?

I'm fine. Are you?

Gwen/Avery

[gwenniepop]

That's a fair assessment.

No, but probably not for what you are thinking. Honestly? I feel bad that I couldn't join in with everyone else that day who were happy and celebrating, and that I might have made anyone feel like they couldn't share their excitement with me and [...] that I should have made you feel better and I didn't and I messed everything up.

I think that covers it.

Gwen/Avery

[un_kept]

It's what people always say, anyhow.

No, Gwen you are not responsible for anyone elses happiness. You can celebrate and congratulate people now. You did make me feel better for a bit. Promise.

Gwen/Avery

[gwenniepop]

I'm responsible for actions I take that hurt other people's feelings. I like you, you know that. I don't want to hurt you.

Gwen/Avery

[un_kept]

What makes you think you hurt me?

Gwen/Avery

[gwenniepop]

I don't

I guess I don't know. I just worry. I was the one who stopped, after all.

Gwen/Avery

[un_kept]

Don't worry. We probably shouldn't have kissed. I feel like [...] We were both just really vulnerable and I took advantage and not in the best headspace.

Sorry if I hurt you :(

Gwen/Avery

[gwenniepop]

Is it so bad that we did? I remember what I said. Every kiss doesn't have to be the end of the world, right? It can mean nothing, too

You didn't. There are definitely worse things in the world than having your weeping-yet-still-cute friend kiss you. :)

Gwen/Avery

[un_kept]

You kissed me. Was that to prove it didn't have to mean anything? Just for fun?

No of course not. It's no big deal if you're fine. And I'm fine.

There definitely are :)

Gwen/Avery

[gwenniepop]

[...]

You know, when you cross things out, it kinda freaks me out.

I didn't mean [...] that it meant nothing. Shit. I was [...] referring to the ones from the mistletoe.

Gwen/Avery

[un_kept]

No! I'm just cold and shaking, keep getting ink all over and smudging.

I know. Don't worry.