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[colitaderana]

 [Warded to Noel]

So can I ask you somethi

[Private Ward]

UGH

[Warded to Noel]

Maybe this is a bad time to bring it up

[Private Ward]

FUCK

[Warded to Noel] 

I saw you at the obst

[Private Ward]

Stop being a fucking coward, de la Guardia!!

[Warded to Noel]

[...] Hey.

[Warded to Archie, a bit later]

Hi Archie. How are you?

[Warded to Balthazar, even later]

How's your dictionary search going?

Comments

Miguel

[balthazard]

It's not. You expect far too much of me.

Why?

Miguel & Balthazar

[colitaderana]

Curiosity, mostly. Did you need a hint?

Miguel & Balthazar

[balthazard]

Nope.

Miguel & Balthazar

[colitaderana]

When's a reasonable amount of time to check back in?

Miguel & Balthazar

[balthazard]

I barely remember what we're talking about, to be honest.

Time for a new game?

Miguel & Balthazar

[colitaderana]

Your move, Doyle.

Miguel

[cherubic]

Good evening, Miguel.

I'm doing well. I'm currently in the potions lab. Work on your request is proceeding well.

How are you?

Miguel & Archie

[colitaderana]

Oh. [...] Good.

[...]

I'm going to preface this all by saying I'm very Not Eloquent but I figured you'd appreciate me being honest more god i hope

I guess I'm really just [...] checking in on you. And I know you probably don't want me to or anything like that, but I'm still a little worried from last time and I wanted to make sure you were okay.

Miguel & Archie

[cherubic]

I [...] apologize for my earlier outburst. I was feeling a lot of stress. I hadn't intended to expose you to that. It won't happen again.

Miguel & Archie

[colitaderana]

No no no no no no. Don't [...] do that. Please. That thing where you deflect me.

[...]

Unless you just really don't want to talk about it. Sorry, maybe I'm being pushy. I was just [...] really worried about you.

Miguel & Archie

[cherubic]

[......] I'm sorry. That's not intentional.

I don't make a habit of talking to people like that. Afterwards I was embarrassed. You shouldn't worry about me, though.

Miguel & Archie

[colitaderana]

Will you be mad if I do a little bit anyway?

Miguel & Archie

[cherubic]

[...] No.

But you could spend your time on better things. You're not even my prefect.

Miguel & Archie

[colitaderana]

This isn't because I'm your prefect. It's because I'm your friend? I thought?

Miguel & Archie

[cherubic]

Yes. You are. Thank Thank you.

I'm feeling calmer. I don't have to worry about those things until next month. Spring break.

Noguel

[noelnoel]

hi!!!!!

Noguel

[colitaderana]

Hey.

You've been avoiding me busy for the past few weeks, I guess. I hadn't heard much out of you, so I was like...checking in?

Noguel

[noelnoel]

oh!! sorry!!! you seemed busy too so i wasn't ignoring you or anything

did quentin ask you out yet

Noguel

[colitaderana]

Miscommunication, I guess!

[...]

He asked me to go with him to the dance, if that's what you mean?

Noguel

[noelnoel]

yes!!!!!!! congratulations!!!!!!!!!!

Noguel

[colitaderana]

For what??

Noguel

[noelnoel]

oh wait did you say yes

Noguel

[colitaderana]

Yes, but we're going as friends

I didn't have [...] other plans or anything

Noguel

[noelnoel]

oh shit

Noguel

[colitaderana]

You're being weird.

Noguel

[noelnoel]

i thought you fancied him cos you're always going at each other and also he fancies you
i told him to ask you or i would
so last week i asked lilika and now we're dating

Noguel

[colitaderana]

Noel.

Noguel

[noelnoel]

MIGUEL.

Noguel

[colitaderana]

Are you fucking kidding.

Noguel

[noelnoel]

I DIDN'T WANT TO LIE

Noguel

[colitaderana]

Lying aside, what kind of ASSHOLE move was that?????

You just made a fucking assumption even knowing that I

[There's a big mess of scribbles here...]

[...]

Have fun with Lilika

Noguel

[noelnoel]

I'M SORRY!!! i didn't mean to be an arse!!!!!
love between roommates is the purest love of all
and he's in your year and he'll be with you until graduation

Noguel

[colitaderana]

I'M SURE LOVE BETWEEN ROOMMATES IS GREAT

WHEN IT FUCKING EXISTS

SO WHAT WE HAVE NOW IS MY ROOMMATE, WHO YOU ENCOURAGED TO ASK ME OUT

WHO I DON'T HAVE FEELINGS FOR

AND NOW I'M STUCK WITH THAT UNTIL GRADUATION

BECAUSE YOU MADE AN ASSUMPTION ABOUT HOW I FELT

EVEN KNOWING HOW I FELT ABOUT YOU

fuck this is so

[...]

why would you do that to me

Noguel

[noelnoel]

oh shit

Noguel

[colitaderana]

wow noel

Noguel

[noelnoel]

omg i'm so sorry
were WE dating?????

Noguel

[colitaderana]

i've called you unbelievable before but until this moment i never meant it as a fucking insult

you know what

i'll just chalk up the whole anon journals thing as mimics

this is my fault for being stupid, right? you've always treated me like a kid you had to babysit, so my fault for misinterpreting

sorry

Noguel

[noelnoel]

idt mimics can use the journals but anons can be anyone so i'm sorry

you're not stupid
i'm the stupid one
i thought you were ignoring me cos you'd moved on to quentin

you dodged a bullet with me tho
i'm nice to look at but i fuck up constantly

Noguel

[colitaderana]

god just shut the fuck up

don't fucking lie about it

[...]

you shoved me off to the first available person, noel. and that feels like shit.

i know you fuck up a lot but i don't didn't care. i just [...] liked you anyway and you knew.

so it's

it's whatever

i wish you had just said someth

have a good time with lilika

maybe she'll stop making bitchy remarks at me now that she's won or whatever

happy commercialized romance day