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[cheer_leader]

Happy Valentine's D

I made tres leches cake, and there's still some left if anyone wants it.

[Warded to Quentin]

I hate you Dude.

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Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

Listen

I know

Quentin

[cheer_leader]

And now she HATES me because I made it weird because I didn't know she didn't like girls, ok. Or she at least doesn't like me and I was kind of into

Re: Quentin

[taxation_is_theft]

dude

what did you say

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

I told her she shouldn't feel obligated to go with me if she found an actual date. She got mad and then I got mad.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

ok so

this isn’t my fault then?

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

I didn't know YOU WERE WRITING HER THING and so I thought [...]

Forget it. It's my fault.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

I DIDNT KNOW WE STILL HAD STRAIGHT PEOPLE AT THIS SCHOOL OK

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

JUST FORGET IT.

I shouldn't even like girls anyway.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

NO

WHAT

this has nothing to do with that what

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

If it were really okay this wouldn't have happened.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

THIS WASNT GOD

this was you answering questions similar to how your friend answered questions and my dumbass thinking putting down financial security for preference would be funnier than answering seriously

If you being kinda gay is wrong then Miguel being entirely gay is worse and there’s nothing wrong about either of you. You’re both fucking fine.

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

It's always God, Quentin.

Yeah, but why did you not put down a real answer? What MOTIVE did you have, or did you not think at all? Because GOD was guiding you

It's wrong for me, not for him.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

my motive

was that I’m hilarious

and that I don’t know what the fuck sexual preference even means anymore because it obviously doesn’t fucking matter and just does whatever the fuck it feels like doing, why else would anyone turn down a date with somebody that actually likes them to go on a date with a friend who doesn’t?

How can it be wrong for you and not for him? Why does he get to be entirely gay and you don’t get to be kinda gay? Because you’re female? Because god hates kinda gay people Bc of their lack of commitment? how fucking fair is that?

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

Stop.

I'm not getting in this debate with you.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

it’s not a debate

It’s a defense

of you

Since you aren’t defending your own damn self.

You’re fucking fine.

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

Could you just leave it alone?

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

No Bc you’re my friend

And if god is in everything then me not leaving it alone is also god

But mostly Bc you’re my friend

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

I just [...] don't know, alright?

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

that’s ok.

but like

listen

nobody knows shit here. Even the people that keep giving speeches about kissing and shit. Even they don’t know shit. Everybody doesn’t know shit about shit.

which is fine.

but when you start rejecting parts of yourself to fit somebody else’s ideology of who you have to be, you start hating yourself for ever having those parts to begin with. so you not knowing shouldn’t be you thinking it’s wrong. Thinking something’s wrong is knowing. If you don’t know, it can’t be wrong yet. It shouldn’t be wrong until you’re positive. You can’t start learning shit on a negative. You gotta start on a blank slate or you’re gonna go into it already looking for the answer you want and you’re not gonna find shit to contradict it. That ain’t learning. That’s just reaffirming what you already believe.

RQuennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

It [...] That's

Not how it works. Not how I was taught.

I already changed my beliefs, but not for myself. It's [...] Kissing was okay because it didn't mean anything, it was never intimate or anything. But now it means something.

To me. About me. What will my parents say? My Abuela? I [...]

I thought for a minute, because I was happy and things were going alright that maybe it was the right path. But maybe I was wrong.

Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

What if they’re okay with it?

What if you’re not wrong?

Quennie + Dia

[cheer_leader]

They won't be.

[...] I don't know.










I need to think.

Re: Quennie + Dia

[taxation_is_theft]

well

I’m okay with it. At least. If it helps.