yeah but this isn't about me, and that's called being self-aware, not self-hatred. it's self-aware if it's true. We can take a consensus on who thinks i'm an asshole versus who things you being kinda gay is bad. I'm interested to see how Gaysberry High would vote.

and listen

you ain't wrong bc i did tell him because i'm trying to be honest and shit, which still feels like a conspiracy, but i'm doing it anyway. but i don't think he's mad. he was like born gay and doesn't get epiphany moments about sexuality. he thinks you need space. he told me to give you space, like way after i didn't give you space. and then i was gonna give you space, but then we fell in love with eachother, and now i'm giving you space but it's like accidental and feels wrong, so i decided to stop doing that.