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I don't really want to read the anon post this time around so I'm going off the grid for the evening. If you guys have any emergencies you can talk to Salem or Rosy.

Everyone promise to play nice?

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I always play nice.

Don't go too far off the grid, alright? Stay safe.

Too late! I'm already six miles into the woods!

I don't believe you!

I'll be nearby. I'm just leaving my journal in my cabin.

It's mostly boring. No one crying yet.

How much more fun are you having?

Nobody crying is a good thing.

Depends on if I can actually forget about things and relax, I guess.

Not a bad idea to keep your head clear with the game tomorrow. Have fun.

I'm not too stressed out! We've been working so hard to get ready for it.

That's good, and we have. People can just get riled up from the post sometimes, sometimes with good reason.

Yeah, I figured it'd be best to just skip it given [...] everything.

Probably. I'm going to make an effort to avoid it myself. It's not worth the stress.

Disengaging is a skill everyone at this school should practice.

Should, but won't.

Well, I'm going to hold out hope a little longer.

You be sure to get plenty of rest tonight too, okay? I don't want to have to play tomorrow.

Godspeed.

I'm surprised you're not planning on sabotaging someone to get into the limelight. But, I will get some good sleep - go have fun.

Do I seem like a limelight person to you?

If the limelight will make you look good.

Okay, fine. But I'll get into it fair and square, not by sabotaging my own team.

Very admirable.

Pinky swear!! ♥ I think I'm avoiding it too.

Something in particular bugging you or is this just general avoidance?

General. Honestly the posts have been sooo boring the last few times & it's just not worth it when it's game day tomorrow? I might read it later, though.

I'm glad we're all on the same page re: Game Day, at least.

Did you read any of the stuff that got unwarded?

Have to get in that headspace. ♥ Stretches + water!!
Our routine this time is like, way less INSANE, but.

Ummm a little? It was kind of hard not to.
But nothing super notable? ~~I was too nervous t~~

I'm sure it'll be awesome.

I sort of embarrassed myself and I'm having a hard time convincing myself it's all right.

Oh no. :(

Do you need anything??? Do you want to talk about it?
♥ ♥ ♥

I don't know. I've been [...] thinking about Ophelia a lot since... well, since before the whole love potion experiment, actually? And it's been confusing and I was telling Jonah about it and then she read that. And she said it's not weird and she's not mad at me but it still feels weird.

Ohh no. I totally get that. I would feel weird too? Like [...] You didn't get to tell her when you wanted to or were ready [...] Or get to decide if you even wanted to? So it's [...] Uncomfortable.

Ophelia is soo cool and I think she's like really straightforward? She seems super honest. I know the weirdness is maybe like -- more about how you feel, but? At least you can trust what she says. I think if she were really not okay with it you would definitely know.

I didn't want to say anything because... well, I've never really liked anyone before? I just never thought about it. And I didn't want to lead her on or anything, because she's my friend and that's important to me.

But I guess she doesn't think of me like that anyway, so I was worrying over nothing. And that kind of feels bad too?

I know how that feels too? I mean. In the past. You're figuring out how you feel and then it's like -- there's all these other things to think about, so [...] It's really hard. :(

That always kinda hurts. I'm sorry.

At least [...] It seems like you'll still be able to be friends? Even if right now it feels weird.

Yeah. [...] Yeah, I'm actually going to hang out with her right now. So hopefully it'll just be normal.

Oh, good!! I hope it's all fine. ♥

Thanks, Mads.

Are you and Ruby okay now? ~~I noticed~~

♥ ♥ ♥

Oh -- yeah!
Um, we talked at the dance. ~~Finall~~

Sooo [...] it's totally messed up that it was definitely mimics fucking with us?
That's not okay. But we are.

That's good. I'm glad you got to talk. I hated the energy in here when you weren't talking to each other.

Yeah, it was, um [...] bad.
Sorry you were right in the middle of it.
I don't think it'll ever happen again though!

No, no, obviously I was most concerned about you guys. And it was worse when I thought you'd actually just had a fight I couldn't fix. So I'm glad it was mimics, even if it is messed up.

Aww. ♥
Isn't it sooo weird that that's like, the better option?

Weird year for sure.

I should probably go meet Ophelia, but thanks for listening to me ramble. Talking really does help sometimes.

Anytime. ♥

we'll be ok jd. don't worry. [...] i hope you can relax off the grid.

I'm going to try as hard as I can to relax.

i'm glad!! you work hard. you should get to.

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