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[lilwitchhazel]

[Warded to Fern]

Now that I don't want to die thanks to the Grotto party and shit, do you wanna go to the weight room or anything? Like [...] regularly? Might be good for us. Also are you feeling Need me some quality Fern time anyways.

[Warded to Zach]

Sorry for being all [...] weird at the Grotto party. I promise I'm ok. [...] And we're going to be ok.

[Warded to Casper]

Hey Casper Kim.

I I need Are you

[...]

I need help with DADA. Like, not the stuff with a bunch of juniors like I talked to you about forever ago. Just for me. I want to be as good as the seniors. Better than some of them, even, if I can. I want Sound doable?

[...]

Also, like [...] even more forever ago you told me that I should maybe talk to someone. You probably didn't see what a huge ass I made of myself during the ward shitstorm because you had your own junk, but [...] Ari told me I should talk to Dr. Perry. Do you really think that's [...] not stupid?

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Hazel/Casper

[lilwitchhazel]

Yup. Just [...] wanna be as kickass as I can be. And believe me, if I wasn't going to take it seriously I wouldn't be talking to you at all.

[...]

I mean, it was right after I had my one [...........] incident, so. You kinda remember when someone tells you to go talk about your shitty feelings, especially when you're as wigged out ruffled as I was. But [...] yeah, I mean. I guess it makes sense, that it would help to get some stuff out. Even though I don't want [...] Feels bad to put it on my friends, so. Not a ton of options.

Hazel/Casper

[casperkim]

All right. We can talk during Dueling tomorrow. Work out a schedule.

[...]

I understand not wanting to be a burden to your friends, Keating. But there are times when you'll have to rely on them and tell the the shit you don't want to tell them. And you'll know when it's come to that. [...] Speaking with an objective third party can sometimes be a better option, though. [...] In my experience.

Hazel/Casper

[lilwitchhazel]

Sounds like a plan. I promise I'll work extra hard Thanks in advance for all the help. It's not my strongest subject but I'm pretty decent already.

[...]

What if it's too much, though? Like. What if you say too much. They shouldn't have to worry about me I'm supposed to be I'm not great at finding a good balance of what to say and what not to say with this kind of junk. [...] Guess I'm sort of putting this crap on you now.

Your exper I know objectively it's probably good to go talk to him, but it just seems really embarrassing. Like, to voice this stuff to anyone. Or to even say any of it out loud He's nice, right?

Hazel/Casper

[casperkim]

They're your friends, Keating. They'd rather help bear your burden than watch it crush you.

[...]

Yeah. He's nice enough. [...] I'll be blunt. If you do it, you're going to fucking hate it. You'll probably have to force yourself to go and force yourself to talk. But if you can do that, I think it'll help.

Hazel/Casper

[lilwitchhazel]

I know, but I'm supposed they have their own shit to worry about. [...] And I'm always fine, anyway. [...] I'll just [...] try harder to find a balance, I guess.

[...]

Faaaantastic. [...] I guess it's better to just know that up front. I mean, it already feels shitty to even, like, think about going, so I'm not super surprised. Ughh I just really don't want to [...] Guess I better just buck up, though. Can't do anything for anyone else if I feel [...] like this all the time.