Look, it's Essie! (
magitechnically) wrote in
gooseberryhigh2017-11-05 03:46 pm
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[Warded to Jeffy AND Jaime]
HEY CAPTAIN JAIME do you want to sit together at the GAME today and we can talk about QUIDDITCH stuff like how the other TEAMS are playing and like what's GOOD and BAD and stuff???
You can invite the REST of the team. IF you want!!!

EJJ
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And Jeffy too, yeah? If you want to invite the rest of the team you can!
Since you are warding us separately? And maybe do not want them to come?But I am not worried about it - I am going to take notes anyway.EJJ
Definitely NO kissing oneI mean I guess I could kiss BOTH AHHHH no no no no NEVERMINDBut you're THE BOSS so like WHATEVER you want!!PLEASE don't kick me offHa ha, COOL!!!
EJJ
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[Essie]
Is everything ok??
EJJ
[Jaime]
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHMNO it's OKAY BYE!!![...]
UM.Just a littleuhNERVOUS about the next MATCH. Ribbonfin wasn't so SCARY since it was like OKAY COOL FIRST GAME ESSIE if I mess up then like not a HUGE deal since like FIRST TRY??? Plus I've played a TON with Calvin and Ramon last year during SOPHOMORE league so it was mostly just really FUN??? But like. Coppertale is really SCARY??? And I just [...] don't want to get kicked off the team.Essie
UhhhhhhOk!! So, you definitely should not be nervous. Coppertale is, um, intense? But they are still all your classmates, and so they are nothing to be afraid of. You just need to relax and remember that even though we are definitely trying to win, we are also trying to have fun! Even if someone messes up, there is always a chance for recovery, and anyways, in the end, it is not as important as, like, not failing out of school or something.
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Why would you think you would get kicked off the team??
Essie/Jaime
PROBABLYNOT going to fail out of school. I'm working REALLY hard!!! But OKAY. I [...] won't worry [...] about that.[.......................]
[...] I just [...] would really HATE [...] to do anything [...] that would mess up team DYNAMICS. Since I know TEAMWORK is SUPER IMPORTANT to you!!! [...........] I'm sorry I bid on you and Jeffy at the auction, I hope that didn't make you UNCOMFORTABLE.
Essie/Jaime
I think?! You will [...] do great at school too, I'm sure?![...]
I feel like [...] maybe [...] something else is going on. That you are not telling me. [...] Which is ok! You do not have to tell me everything! [...] Just. You seem very worried about the team dynamic. [..........] I did not mind the bidding! I thought you were just being funny!
Sofia made me nervousEssie/Jaime
[...] UM.
[..................] Is it okay if I tell you AFTER we beat Coppertale???
I want to play at least TWO games before you kicEssie/Jaime
I would kind of prefer you tell me now if you are going to?? [...] I am sure whatever it is is fine! [...] Did you do something?
Essie/Jaime
NO. I mean. NOT YET. Not really??? MAYBE???
[......] Okay I'll tell you, but first you gotta promise that you won't kick me off the team!!!
Essie/Jaime
What????I promise I will not kick you off the team.
Essie/Jaime
I kind of like LIKE Jeffy like A LOT but I don't want to mess up the TEAM. PLEASE don't be mad.
Essie/Jaime
Oh.
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You know that is ok, right? Like. You cannot help that anyway? But also, I mean [...] if anything got awkward for some reason with that, I think we could work through it.
Essie/Jaime
I had a crush on YOU for like A MONTH okay no like THREE MONTHS last year and now I DON'T anymore well not like TOO MUCH but that was probably PARTLY because PIPPA liked you more[....] Are you sure it's okay?
Essie/Jaime
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But yes, it is totally ok. I mean. Not that you need my permission. You know.
Essie/Jaime
THANKS CAPTAIN JAIME!!! You're the BEST. (ノ≧∀≦)ノ
Essie/Jaime
I feel like none of this is any of my business??Ok, um, you do whatever you think is best! There will definitely be time. And I can [........] mediate if for some reason you need me to
I guess?[...]
Thank you for telling me, Essie! I am sorry you were worried about getting kicked off the team.
You do not need to worry about it in the future so if you get another crush or something please do not tell meEssie/Jaime