Gooseberry High

[Warded to Senior Azurbabes + Iliya + Wilde]
Okay, I have never been in love before. Never. I have never wanted to be and never cared to know what it was like, that shit is messy and complicated and I've been fine as a free woman doing who and what I please. Then I met Phin, and I have developed a lot of stupid feelings. We both care a lot about each other though, so we've been doing great and having fun despite my anxiety.

Now ever since the amortentia experiment my heart has started a slow journey to cardiac arrest. While I acted like a straight up crazy fool, I don't think all of the feelings I experienced that day were fake. I think I really do love Phin and I am FREAKING THE FUCK OUT!!!! Neither of us signed up for this, I felt like I was screwing up already just because I cared so much about him, but now this..? Oh HELL no! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO? I DON'T DO THIS, OKAY. I DON'T DO LOVE, I DON'T DO ROMANCE! FUCK. Panicking. Heart attack. I'm going to die. Every time I see him I feel like someone has punched me with a load of lovey dovey romance songs, I can't do this. Running away to Russia sounds like a good idea, right? God damnit, but I'd miss him. DO ANY OF YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW? Fuccccck, someone sedate me.

[OOC: If you reply to this post you're agreeing to be part of a failed ward.]

[Azurbabes, Phin, your name here if it belongs]
Fifty Shades of Grey was the biggest piece of trash I've ever had to sit through.

[Phin]
Do we really want to follow this fairytale theme? I still like black, but if you've got a good idea I'll go with it.

I also saw the worst fucking movie ever yesterday with a poor portrayal of BDSM involved, and now I have to explain to a sophomore (who also snuck out to see it) why it was unromantic abusive trash.

I don't see why we can't just stay in our cabins. I'd rather be stranded in my bed than in a crowded lodge.

[Phin]
Telling me we need to talk and then leaving is a good way to give a girl a panic attack. You gonna tell me what's going on?

Feeling inspired to dance lately. Anyone care to join me?

[Phin]
Question..

My head has been pounding all night long. If this is a sign that I'm getting sick, I refuse to give in.

Whiskey is a good way to fight this shit off, right?

I need another vacation, like, now. Trying to cram information into my brain so I can pass these exams is really not meshing with me. What is even the point of exams? To prove I've learned things, right? Well, if I didn't learn anything maybe someone failed to teach me. I shouldn't be punished for poor teaching skills, should I?

I'm obviously grasping at straws here because I don't want to do anymore studying. I don't know how I'm going to ever get a senior project finished. I am so doomed.

Who: Sofia and Wilde
When: Backdated to Saturday, November 11th
Where: Around Gooseberry
What: Sofia has been spotted by Wilde and cannot avoid him any longer!
Warnings: Some swearing

( One day before Cotillion and Sofia is still dateless )

I don't understand why my parents make me do cotillion EVERY year. Isn't once torture enough? Don't get me wrong, I enjoy getting dolled up and looking like a goddess, but the people get more insufferable and less tolerable. I suppose at least I'll get some time to go shopping and enjoy the city.

Who else is being roped into this?